Wednesday, November 23, 2011

The Promised Peek at NaNoWriMo

OK. This post is me keeping my promise to give my readers a peek at my NaNoWriMo book writing attempt. At this point I have written approximately 15,500 words and have 8 days (counting today) to write about 35,000 more! We will see if I make it. 

I will warn you that this post is longer than usual, but I picked this chapter to share because it's light, fun, and truly only gives you a very vague peek into the characters without revealing any of the story line. 

Those who have been reading my blog from the beginning may recognize elements of this snippet. Yes, it is very loosely based on what I described happening in "And she went dumpster diving" (which you can read here: http://pennysworthofthoughts.blogspot.com/2011/08/and-she-went-dumpster-diving.html).

I hope you enjoy, but I will also warn you that editing probably needs to be done. I am purposefully not touching it for editing until I have finished writing. I have heard that if you start to edit before you finish writing, you will never finish writing. Please, please, please let me know what you think!


Chapter 9

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird,
and when we find someone whose weirdness is
compatible with ours, we join up with them and
fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.” ~ Dr. Seuss

Hands immersed in cool, running water, Ruth was rinsing lettuce for the sandwiches that everyone would be eating for lunch. Katelyn was slicing tomatoes on the counter. Belinda and Fiona had not appeared from their quiet time yet.
Mrs. Hurst walked in and began to help with the lunch preparations. Katelyn set the knife down on the counter to arrange the sliced tomatoes on a plate.
“Mrs. Hurst, can I ask you a question?” Katelyn asked.
“Of course, dear. Go right on ahead,” Mrs Hurst smiled and answered.
“Well, I have had plenty of time to watch you and Mr. Hurst together and I think that you have a special marriage, one like the kind I hope to have myself someday.” She blushed a little and studiously kept arranging the tomatoes while she continued. “I was just curious... I have never heard how you and Mr. Hurst met. Could you tell us?”
Ruth looked and eagerly agreed. “Oh yes! Please tell us!” After all what girl doesn't like to hear a good romance?
Belinda and Fiona walked in as Ruth was speaking. “Tell us what?” Fiona asked.
Peggy Hurst answered her curious daughter by saying, “Katelyn and Ruth just asked me to tell them the story of how your Dad and I met.”
“That's one of my favorite stories!!” Fiona squealed. “Oh come on Mom, you've got to tell them!”
Peggy looked around at four pair of curious eyes and consented. “OK, I will tell it to you. But I must warn you that it's pretty, well... different.” She chuckled and Fiona covered her mouth to stifle a giggle. By this point even Belinda looked eager to hear the story.
“First I must tell you that I grew up in moral but unsaved home. I managed to make it into college without ever having given God a serious thought and without ever attending a single church service. I had always wanted to be a teacher, so I decided to go to college and get a teaching degree. I figured that I would knock the first two years out at the smaller, less expensive school and then go on to a larger university so the college I chose was a small junior college.
“I have always had a tendency to have the craziest and most embarrassing things possible happen to me. As a teenager I had hopes that I would outgrow my clumsy tendencies, but it didn't take long in college for me to find out it didn't work that way.
“One day in my first couple of weeks of school I had gotten off of work and gone home to the dorm. My parking spot that I had been assigned was the one right next to the dorm's dumpster. I had some trash in the car that I needed to throw away and I had gotten in the habit of just tossing it in the dumpster as I walked by.
“It was raining, so I grabbed my umbrella, purse, and back pack in one hand and my trash in the other. My car was one of those old ones that you had to lock from the outside, so I locked it and headed past the dumpster.
“Now, mind you that I had gotten off of work later than usual that night so it was dark as well as raining. I had a quiz the next day in my hardest class that I hadn't even glanced at yet, so I was thinking about that as I tossed the trash into the dumpster.
“As soon as my hand was empty I realized what I had done. I had thrown my keys into the dumpster along with the trash!! I was horrified but my dorm key was on that key chain so I couldn't even get into the dorm without them.
“It started raining harder and began to thunder and lightening. I ran to the dorm but I was in newer heels so slipped and landed face first in the mud. My hands were full of stuff so I didn't really catch myself. I was literally covered in wet mud from head to toe. I felt like crying but I got up and hobbled over to the dorm and pounded on the front door to get help.
“Well, it was also the night our dorm was having an impromptu party apparently, because I could hear music playing loudly and no one could hear me pounding on the door and tapping on the windows.
“By this time, I am soaking wet and muddy. I gave up and went back to my car and threw everything inside. I dug out an emergency flashlight that my Dad had insisted that I have in my car and approached the dumpster. It was really tall, the side opening was almost shoulder high on me. I kicked off my new heels and hiked up my skirt and scrambled up to the opening. Thankfully, the dumpster had just been emptied that morning or I would have been in even worse trouble.”
By this time the girls were all laughing so hard that all work on lunch had ceased and they had gathered around her at the table.
“Is she making any of this up Fiona?” Ruth gasped. She was laughing so hard that she had tears gathering in her eyes.
“Oh, it's all true! You should ask my dad how she looked! He describes it even better!” Fiona said knowingly.
“Now Fiona, you are going to give it away!” Her mom scolded laughingly. “Ok, I was on the ledge looking into the dumpster trying to figure out how to get down to the bottom of the disgusting dumpster, which by the way was collecting water really fast because the top was still open! There was already a couple inches of water in the bottom.
“Now what I didn't know is that our dumpster was shared with a guys dorm that was across the alley. So, while I am perched precariously on the edge of the dumpster, along comes this guy with a bag of trash to throw away. I didn't see or hear him because my back was to him and it was still thundering.
“I guess he had his head down because of the rain so he didn't see me either. He tosses the bag up into the opening and before I knew what was happening, it had knocked me to the bottom of the dumpster.
“I guess he caught a glimpse of me as he let go and he heard my shriek as I was shoved by his bag of trash into the dumpster. By this time, I was crying in earnest as I sat there on my hands and knees in the trash and water at the bottom of the dumpster. My mascara was freely mixing with the rain and mud on my face. My clothes were soaked with mud, rain, and covered in loose garbage that was floating in the trashy rain water.
“I had dropped the flashlight and wasn't sure where it had landed. The guy saw the flashlight fly out of my hand and land on the concrete by the dumpster. He grabbed it and poked his head into the opening asking in a horrified voice if I was alright.
“I managed to stand up and in my iciest voice I let him know that I had dropped my keys and needed my flashlight which he was shining in my face to find them. He handed me the flashlight and I managed to find my keys.
“That's when I realized that I couldn't get out! I had to suffer the further embarrassment of asking him for help to get out. He ran back to his dorm and got a folding chair. He handed me the chair and I climbed out.
“Once I was out, he was falling all over himself apologizing and asking if I was alright. I was never so humiliated in my whole life. To make matters worse he was such a gentleman and so very cute too! So I looked straight into the eyes of the man that I would end up marrying and told him to never speak to me again! Then I gathered up all of my belongings and left him standing there staring after me in the rain.”
“Wow!” Ruth exclaimed, tears of laughter streaming down her face. “It sounds like something you would hear in a book, not in real life!”
Belinda was holding her stomach and said, “I don't know if I can eat lunch now! My stomach hurts too much from laughing so hard!”
Katelyn looked all amazement and said, “Wow. How have I known your family for a year and a half and never heard that story?! It's so funny!”
“Looking back now, it's pretty funny, but at the time I just wanted the earth to open and swallow me up whole. I had already seen Ralph around campus a couple of times and remembered thinking he was so cute. I just knew that after that I would never have a chance because there was no way I was ever going to show my face outside of my dorm again.”
“But I couldn't settle for that now could I?” Ralph inserted as he stepped into the room making all of the girls jump with his sudden appearance. “I knew that night that the incredibly pretty girl I had knocked into the dumpster needed a keeper! And I found myself praying to God volunteering for the job.”
Peggy came and stood by her man and wrapped her arms around his middle while he easily draped an arm around her shoulders. “How on earth he found me attractive then, I will never understand. But I am very grateful that he did. What I didn't know that night was that I had not only met my future husband, but I was also about to be started down the path that led me to God.
“My life changed that night as I literally found my life in the trash that night. I had hit rock bottom in a filthy garbage dumpster. You see, just a few days later, Ralph was the first person to ever invite me to church. It took a couple of months, but I eventually came to believe that the Bible was true, that I was a sinner, and I desperately needed Jesus to save me.”
“Those were the scariest months of my whole life. I prayed more than I had ever prayed before.” Ralph said seriously. “I really wanted to date and marry Peggy, but I knew better than to allow myself to get into a relationship with an unbelieving girl. The day she made a decision to accept Jesus' offer of salvation was the best day of my life until the day she agreed to date me a couple weeks later and then when she agreed to marry me a year later.”
“Despite that awful beginning, Ralph became my best friend when I was in desperate need of a friend. He introduced me to Jesus. He was my hero.” Peggy gazed up into his face adoringly as she spoke. “He still is.”
“Your story is so neat!” Ruth told them.
“Well, it's certainly unique and one of a kind!” Fiona laughed.
A few minutes later the guys joined them and they all enjoyed the sandwiches the girls had prepared for lunch. But the whole time, Ruth kept thinking about how she wished that someday she could have a marriage like Ralph and Peggy's and how impossible that really seemed.

Friday, November 18, 2011

Have a Thankful Thanksgiving, Part 3

  • Friday, 11-11-11 - I am thankful for such a cool date! I am thankful that today is Veteran's Day and I have a paid day off in a country that was kept free by Veterans who made tremendous sacrifices to keep it free. I am thankful to be an American. I am thankful that I grew up close to Fort Hood, TX and got to see first hand the sacrifices our soldiers and their families make for the rest of us. I am thankful that I got a chance to go shooting for the first time!!
  • Saturday, November 12th - I am thankful that we made our goal last week at LC so I got to wear a blue jean skirt and t-shirt to work. I am thankful that in a time where many have trouble finding a single job, that God has blessed me with two.
  • Sunday, November 13th - I am thankful for Friend Day at church today. I am thankful that I can have so much fun working with four year olds! I am thankful for how much they enjoy saying their memory verses in as many crazy ways as I can think of (underwater voice, monkey style, robot style, etc). I am thankful for friends who are my age and single that attend my church and have fun hanging out. A year and a half ago I didn't have that luxury. I am thankful for the Spiveys who work with us Pathfinders and plan fun activities for us to do. I am thankful that I do not have to try to eat Oreos placed on my forehead without using my hands on a regular basis (a game that I failed miserably at)!
  • Monday, November 14th - I am thankful for a washer and dryer in my apartment. When I lived in TN and had to use the laundromat it was such a hassle! I am thankful for a dishwasher that get the dishes clean and more sanitized than I can by washing them by hand. I am thankful for a refrigerator that keeps food from spoiling and being wasted.
  • Tuesday, November 15th - I am thankful that IHOP is open after 10 pm and has a place to plug in your computer. I am thankful that I can concentrate and get a lot of writing done there like I can not seem to do at home. I am thankful for all of the HBBC students that work there who may not recognize me, but I know are HBBC students. I am thankful for their testimony.
  • Wednesday, November 16th - I am thankful that a new haircut can make a girl feel like new! I am thankful that the salon had an opening and was able to fit me in on my lunch break even though it was a spur of the moment decision and I had obviously not made an appointment. I am thankful for all of the encouraging coworkers, friends, and family who supported my drastic change in hair styles.
  • Thursday, November 17th - I am thankful for a boss who is understanding when I am 10 minutes late because I didn't realize that my windshield and windows would be frozen over when I tried to leave for work this morning. I am thankful for defrosters, heaters, sweaters, gloves, coats, scarves, hats, boots, and anything else that keeps me warm!

Monday, November 14, 2011

Just Gotta Wonder Why

Today I ate lunch in my car and decided to read my Bible and pray too. I asked God where I should start reading, since I needed a new place to start. For some reason He brought the book of Joshua to mind. So I started reading the first chapter.
Joshua 1:1-9 says, 1) Now after the death of Moses the servant of the LORD it came to pass, that the LORD spake unto Joshua the son of Nun, Moses' minister, saying, 2) Moses my servant is dead; now therefore arise, go over this Jordan, thou, and all this people, unto the land which I do give to them, even to the children of Israel. 3) Every place that the sole of your foot shall tread upon, that have I given unto you, as I said unto Moses. 4)  From the wilderness and this Lebanon even unto the great river, the river Euphrates, all the land of the Hittites, and unto the great sea toward the going down of the sun, shall be your coast. 5) There shall not any man be able to stand before thee all the days of thy life: as I was with Moses, so I will be with thee: I will not fail thee, nor forsake thee. 6) Be strong and of a good courage: for unto this people shalt thou divide for an inheritance the land, which I sware unto their fathers to give them. 7) Only be thou strong and very courageous, that thou mayest observe to do according to all the law, which Moses my servant commanded thee: turn not from it to the right hand or to the left, that thou mayest prosper whithersoever thou goest. 8) This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is written therein: for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good success. 9) Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the LORD thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.
Maybe it's because I am trying to write now myself, but for some reason I found myself reading more slowly and really trying to put myself in Joshua's shoes. I thought about the thoughts and emotions that he would have been feeling. Moses was dead. Joshua's mentor, who he worked very closely with on a daily basis, was gone. he was surely grieving his absence. As with many people who are left behind when a loved one dies, he may have felt very alone, forsaken.

On top of these emotions, his responsibilities changed drastically. While he had already been in a leadership position, his main responsibility had obedience and caring for the needs of a single man. He was a valuable and beloved assistant. Overnight the assistant's role changed into the head leadership position. He now reported directly to God with the responsibility of leading and caring for an entire nation of people, people who had already proven to be the stubborn, rebellious, griping and complaining kind of people. This was surely intimidating in the least and potentially overwhelming.

This is the Joshua to whom God spoke. And the words that God spoke are such encouraging words! Considering how many times God told him to take courage, we know that fear must have been a major struggle for him, understandably so. But God promised him great victory - both as a leader and a warrior. God promised that every place his foot touched would be given to him and therefore the nation of Israel.

As amazing as all of the promises were that God made to Joshua that day, to me the greatest promises were in verse 5. The first part says, "There shall not any man be able to stand before thee all the days of thy life..." Think about it! He was promised unlimited victory for the rest of his life! God had personally promised him that any enemy that he faced would suffer defeat. That is no small thing.

Then comes the icing on the cake. The second half of verse 5 says, "...as I was with Moses, so I will be with thee: I will not fail thee, nor forsake thee." Think about what this means! Moses was the man with whom God spoke face to face, as a friend speaks with his friend. He was the man who penned the beginnings of the Bible. He was the man whose face glowed unbearably to those around him because of his closeness with God. That relationship was what God promised to have with Joshua. And He promised never to leave him, never to forsake him.

The promise of unlimited victory all the days of his life led me to wondering. The first chapter of Judges is practically littered with peoples and towns that the Israelites did not drive out according to God's command. With such promises as the ones God made to Joshua and the constant proof of God keeping His Word, day in, day out, in every single battle. With all of this... why did Joshua's life end without the nation of Israel conquering every bit of the land that God had promised them?

Did he just get so comfortable with all of the victories that had already been won that he didn't press on and push for complete victory? Was he satisfied with all his past accomplishments, content that the land was mostly settled? Did he forget the the promise of victory was good through his death, not just his old age? Did he not consider the cost of only partially fulfilling God's command to settle the land? Because it did cost the nation of Israel dearly. They never achieved the goals God had for them. They never claimed all of the inheritance God gave them. Was it simple laziness?

It made me wonder why.

It also made me stop and think - about myself. What things do I settle for? In how many areas of my life are the past accomplishments enough for me. What promises am I not taking full advantage of? Have I become comfortable, lax, content? Have I let the passion, fervor, and urgency of my teenage years mellow into a contentment that doesn't have me pushing for further victory? Am I playing it safe even when I have been promised victory? In how many areas have I grown lazy?

I look at Joshua and I can't help but wonder, "Why?"

I don't want to end up wondering "Why?" about myself.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Have a Thankful Thanksgiving, Part 2

Have you ever found yourself down in the dumps grumbling about something? In that moment you were not grateful. There's just something about the way that God made us, we can be thankful or ungrateful but never both at the same time. This thought convicts me because I know that I must complain to God far more often than I thank Him for things. So these are the things that I wanted to thank God for this week...

  • Friday, November 4th - I was thankful that my sister invited me to go see the Beauty and the Beast play done by Oklahoma Christian University. I was thankful that the weather went from 29 degrees and frosty to the mid 50's. I was thankful for my co-workers that I work with on a daily basis; they make work fun and are truly a blessing to me.
  • Saturday, November 5th - I was thankful that the earthquake at 2am didn't cause any damage where I live. I was thankful that I was able to sleep in after a night of very little sleep. I was thankful that I got off of work at LensCrafters at 8pm instead of 9pm. 
  • Sunday, November 6th -I was thankful for the "fall back" time change that allowed me an extra hour of rest after the second larger earthquake in 24 hours had me wide awake again. I was thankful that even though it was the largest earthquake ever recorded in Oklahoma, that I have not heard of anyone being seriously hurt and no major damage other than a couple roads buckling and some people's walls cracking. I am thankful for Southwest Baptist Church which celebrated it's 60th anniversary on Sunday. I look forward to Sunday mornings when I can work with my precious 4 year old girls and then sit and hear Pastor Gaddis preach about things that feed me spiritually. I truly have been blessed to be a part of a church that is my church home.
  • Monday, November 7th - Despite the fact that earthquakes, tornadoes, hail, and thunderstorms happen in one night here, in spite of the wind that comes sweeping down the plain, and even though the weather in general changes faster than a girl can change her mind, I am very thankful that I know I am right where God wants me and I am very thankful that it is here in OKC. While this Texas girl will never give up her Texas heritage and roots (After all, you can take the girl outta Texas, but you cain't take the Texas outta the girl.), Oklahoma has truly become home to me in the last 7 years and there's no place I would rather be.  =)
  • Tuesday, November 8th - I was thankful for Tuesday night visitation nursery. Every Tuesday night I go play with babies while their parents are out visiting people. I get to help by freeing parents up from distractions and get my baby fix all at the same time! I have one little girl, Emma, who has become my special buddy. I think I am one of her favorite people ever. She always wants to come to me whenever she sees me and it makes my day every time!
  • Wednesday, November 9th - I was thankful for the cold, nearly freezing weather last night. (It's a one time thing, but I actually was truly grateful for it!) I somehow managed to drop my ground beef right outside my front door while I was carrying in groceries last night. Thankfully with the weather being so cold, it was nearly frozen and not spoiled! It was truly a blessing!
  • Thursday, November 10th - I am thankful for coffee and how soothing it feels on a sore throat. I am thankful for the french press coffee maker that I won at work several months ago. I being able to make coffee at home. I am thankful for a stove that works, electricity that is consistent, and safe, clean water that comes out of the facet every time I turn it on.    
What about you? What are some of the things that you are thankful to God for this week? I would love to hear yours too. So please, comment at the bottom and let me know!

    Sunday, November 6, 2011

    Songs on a Sunday - A Greater Yes

    For the last couple of years this song has been very special to me. You might even say that it has been my "life's song" for the last couple of years. I would have shared it sooner, but I actually thought I had already done so and checked back this week and realized that I had not.

    I recently came across a quote that kind of sums up the message of the song - “God never withholds from His child that which His love and wisdom call good. God's refusals are always merciful -- 'severe mercies' at times but mercies all the same. God never denies us our hearts desire except to give us something better.” ~ Elisabeth Elliot (emphasis my own)


    A Greater Yes
    by Marcia Henry

    Verse 1
    It starts with a desire, planted deep within your heart.
    You pray in faith, and wait for God to move.
    Time passes and you wonder,
    Does He hear me when I call?
    Should I even have prayed that prayer at all?

     Chorus
    You never pray a prayer, your Father will not answer.
    He can't ignore His child's earnest request.
    While you're waiting and believing
    For what you thought was best,
    Trust God. If He says, "No"… You're still blessed;
    There must be a greater yes.

    Verse 2
    There comes a time when child-like faith
    Must graduate to trust.
    Trials come and you're convinced you're on your own.
    But the Teacher's often silent
    While you're in the hardest test.
    But He'll answer when it's time with what is best.
     
    Chorus
    You never pray a prayer, your Father will not answer.
    He can't ignore His child's earnest request.
    While you're waiting and believing
    For what you thought was best,
    Trust God. If He says, "No"... You're still blessed;
    There must be a greater yes.


    Sometimes God will answer - just like we prayed.
    Then other times what's on His mind
    Is a better plan, another way, a greater yes.

    Chorus
    You never pray a prayer, your Father will not answer.
    He can't ignore His child's earnest request.
    While you're waiting and believing
    For what you thought was best,
    Trust God. If He says, "No"… You're still blessed;
    There must be a greater yes.

    Thursday, November 3, 2011

    Have a Thankful Thanksgiving, Part 1

    I had noticed people were putting something that they are thankful for each day on Facebook for the month of November. I liked the idea, but I thought I would do it on here and do a week's worth at a time.

    Oh, and by the way... Did you ever stop to think that being thankful for something implies that you are thankful to someone for that thing? Think about it. Most of the things that we are thankful for we have little to no control over. Who are we thanking for those things? The very concept of being Thankful implies that we are thankful to God. So don't be generic this Thanksgiving and November; don't settle for being grateful to the unseen and unknown. Be specific and thank God!

    • Monday October 31st - I was thankful that I live in a safe apartment complex where I don't have to worry about mischief befalling me on Halloween night. I was thankful that I was not scheduled to work at Penn Square Mall on Monday. I was thankful for a nice quiet evening where Jen and I got to hang out and watch a movie together.
    • Tuesday, November 1st - I was thankful for one last day of short sleeves, sandals, and windows open kind of weather before the cold front that was coming through the next day. I was also thankful that my work paid for all of us to have free Big Truck Tacos today at lunch. I had never had them before and they were very good! I was thankful that I was no longer sick like the week before and was able to do visitation nursery like usual. I was missing those babies!! 
    • Wednesday, November 2nd - I was thankful that I got to eat lunch with Mrs. Rachel Spivey and Samuel. She is such a blessing to me! I also was thankful that I had a much less stressful day at work than on Tuesday. And I was thankful that I got to ride to and from church with Jen and Colby who just crack me up! 
    • Thursdays, November 3rd - I was thankful that I have warm blankets that keep me so cozy that I don't want to get out of bed. I was thankful for hot water to take a shower without freezing. I was also thankful for my cell phone since it is my faithful alarm and keeps me in touch with my friends and family.